an irreplaceable feeling

It’s something about our touch.. our sounds, our stillness & sense … My children have all had a period of time where they slept next to me, and they had to be touching me. In some way or another; They could be on the other side of the bed, yet their tiny foot/feet were making …

CMsqsuared.imissyou.iloveyou.

CcccccccM. I’m.so.sorry. Very much like you, I’m stubborn. Maybe we’re stubborn in different ways. Either way. I thought of you tonight. It was the first time in a long time that ive thought of you. I even searched your name on messenger,nothing recent. For all I know , those messages go back 10-15 years… maybe …

The kids double Halloween Birthday Party

I did it! It’s over … we got through it – I survived the panic

Is it Safe?

Everyone wants to know, is it safe? Vaccines, shots, medicines, pills, etc. Everyone wants to know. So how come when an addict asks, is it safe, do non-addicts question their sensibility? Because addicts, who have been addicted to street drugs were willing to, not only administer an ” I.V”, on their own, but an I.V …

Traditional, Magical, Mythical, lies.

Part 1 in the white lie series more COMING SOON! How young is too little to understand? How old is old enough to know/ understand? I have 4 kids now, and I got rules of my own. I never ever wanted to lie to my children. I recently heard read something on another blog that …

Please consider

In times like these, we are supposed to come together as a community. We are supposed to have each others backs. It takes a village, and right now, even more than just that. Lets make a difference today. It was true. He is gone. Rob is gone. He left behind his family, his friends. He …

To Give up

I am a fighter. I’ve found that fighting is what I do the most. What I do the best. It’s not that I want to be a fighter. I don’t like to have to fight for everything. I don’t even realize it when I’m doing it. It’s just what it is. If someone takes from …

Diagnosis X

This story was written by a mom in 2019, and never published due to fear of anonymity. Here is The Story through her eyes… My best friends diagnosis…  Diagnosis X… I am a recovering drug addict. I’ve been Sober for 4 years off hard drugs. I have an amazing, caring,kind & understanding fiancé & 5 …

My Everyday challenges

Things that should come easy, should be easy enough, that aren’t. That don’t. Mental health? Self care? I forgot the importance. Sometimes , a lot of times… i feel super useless at staying home.I cannot simply sit and play or run around playing pretend with my child all day, or I won’t get anything done …

I am all my kids have all my kids have during the long summer days..

I am all my kids have during the long summer days. They do not have people who want to take them for exciting sleepovers, or to the zoo, the pool, The movies, The park, beaches , the aquarium, a lake, splash pads, indoor parks, museums, or to any water park . They have me , …

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