a peek into the mind of a mental health warrior, recovering addict, alcoholic, daughter, sister, and Mom.
Have kids
it’ll be fun
said no one ever
The days have all just ran into each other for the last year. I feel tiered and exhausted and bored and bursting with useless energy. Well, the energy itself is not useless, its what I do , DON’T do, with all that energy that sucks.
A day late and a dollar short. That’s how it usually feels.
I’m bursting with energy though!! I’m trying to find out what to put it towards. I have to stretch it between; my customizing business… the one I still cannot figure out a permanent name to yet *eye roll*, my website & blog, maintaining and cleaning my house, my children… and at the end of the night, when all is quiet… when my husband wants to ‘cuddle’ …. I’m like… nah bro. I’m stretched thin. ( man do I wish that was literal, although, I’d be nonexistent at this point. )
Setting up a professional facebook page for my business, is next to impossible. How am I supposed to concentrate when I have 3 kids on zoom school video calls, and 1 who just wants to play?
I don’t.
I guess I need to learn some planning skills. Map my day out maybe? I’ll look for some free downloads and maybe attach them here if I am able. ( I’ll probably get flagged or charged more money or charged… then lose my site & my pages… that’s my luck!) Wonder if I’ll find a production partner for my business.. or at least someone to take care of my product posting and listings…. probably not though.
I just need some assistance, but I’ll get to where I’m going.
I’m sure of it.
No matter how worried I am about all of it, I am apparently, exactly where I’m supposed to be. * hmmm*
We shall see.
